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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    4:22 pm
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    scene of an act of French criminality
    “It sounds so Russian,” Krupkin said
    “Will anyone believe it?” Alex wondered
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    323
    “It doesn’t matter,” answered the Soviet“Epernon reeks of a Jackal reprisalThe blown-apart
    old man, two subordinate terrorists in stocking masks—the S?reté knows the miu miu bag signsIf we were
    involved, we were on the correct side, so they won’t pursue our presence
    Bourne sat silently by the windowKrupkin was beside him with Conklin in the jump seat in
    front of the RussianJason broke his angry silence, taking his eyes off the rushing scenery and
    slamming his fist on the armrest“Oh, Christ, the kids!” he shouted“How could that bastard have
    learned about the Tannenbaum fake prada house?”
    “Forgive me, MrBourne,” broke in Krupkin gently“I realize it’s far easier for me to say than
    for you to accept, but very soon now you’ll be in touch with WashingtonI know something about
    the Agency’s ability to protect its own, ,and I guarantee you it’s maddeningly effective
    “It can’t be so goddamned great if Carlos can penetrate this far!”
    “Perhaps he didn’t,” said the Soviet“Perhaps he had chanel ceramic watch another source
    “One never knows, sir
    They sped through the streets of Paris in the blinding afternoon sun as the pedestrians sweltered
    in the summer heatFinally they reached the Soviet embassy on the boulevard Lannes and raced
    through the gates, the guards waving them on, instantly recognizing Krupkin’s gray Citro?nThey
    swung around the cobblestone courtyard, stopping in front of the imposing cheap gucci marble steps and the
    sculptured arch that formed the entrance
    “Stay available, Sergei,” ordered the KGB officer“If there’s to be any contact with the S?reté,
    you’re selected Then, as if it were an afterthought, Krupkin addressed the aide sitting next to
    Sergei in the front seat“No offense, young man,” he added, “but over the years my old friend and
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    4:26 pm
    @@@@@I went on and added the water, you see,
    @@@@@I went on and added the water, you
    see, because the picture seemed to demand itOr maybe they were the sameIt
    was just a suggestion of the Gulf, but it was
    there, and it was enough to be successful, because
    I really was a talented sonofabitchIt only took
    467
    twenty minutes, and when I was done I had drawn a
    human brain floating on the Gulf of MexicoIt was,
    in a way, way cool
    It was also horrifyingIt isn't a word I want to
    use about my own work, but it's unavoidableAs I
    took the X-ray down and compared it to my picture
    - slug in the science, no slug in the art - I
    realized something I perhaps should have seen much
    earlierCertainly after I started the Girl and
    Ship seriesWhat I was doing didn't work just
    because it played on the nerve-endings; it worked
    because people knew - on some level they really
    did know - that what they were looking at had come
    from a place beyond talentThe feeling those Duma
    pictures conveyed was horror, barely held in check
    Horror waiting to happenInbound on rotted sails
    v
    I was hungry againI made myself a sandwich and
    ate it in front of my computerI was catching up
    with The Hummingbirds - they had become quite the
    little obsession with me - when the phone rang
    468
    "My headache's gone," he said
    "Do you always say hello like that?" I asked"Can
    I maybe expect your next call to begin 'I just
    evacuated my bowels'?"
    "Don't make light of thisMy head has ached ever
    since I woke up on the dining room floor after
    shooting myselfSometimes it's just background
    noise and sometimes it rings like New Year's Eve
    in hell, but it always achesAnd then, half an
    hour ago, it just quitI was making myself a cup
    of coffee and it quitI couldn't believe itAt
    first I thought I was
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    4:28 pm
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    were not rough and angry like before; he cradled me against his chest
    He ran right through the big plaza, ignoring the surprised and even suspicious facesThere was
    too much that was unfamiliar and uncomfortable going on in the caves right nowThe humans
    here–Violetta, Geoffrey, Andy, Paige, Aaron, Brandt, and more I gucci ladies watches couldn't see well as we jolted
    past–were skittishIt disturbed them to see Ian running headlong through them, face twisted
    with rage, with me in his arms
    And then they were behind usHe didn't pause until we reached the doors leaning against his
    and Kyle's roomHe kicked the red one out of the way–it hit the stone floor with an black chanel bag echoing
    boom–and dropped me onto the mattress on the floor
    Ian stood above me, his chest heaving with exertion and furyFor a second he turned away and
    put the door back in place with one swift wrenchAnd then he was glowering again
    I took a deep breath and rolled up onto my knees, holding my hands out, palms up, wishing that
    some magic would appear gucci replica in themSomething I could give him, something I could sayBut my
    hands were empty His eyes blazed–burning brighter than I had ever seen them,
    blue flames“You have to see that… that I can't stay
    “No!”he shouted at me
    I cringed back, and, abruptly, Ian crumpled forward, falling to his knees, falling into meHe
    buried his head in my prada milano stomach, and his arms locked around my waistHe was shaking, shaking
    hard, and loud, desperate sobs were breaking out of his chest
    “No, Ian, no,” I beggedThis was so much worse than his anger
    I was crying, too, shaking, too, though that might have been him shaking me
    “I have to, I have to,” I sobbed
    And then we cried wordlessly for a long tiffany replica t
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    4:30 pm
    @@@@@The water was a little deeper and he felt it
    @@@@@The water was a little deeper and he felt it tickling against the back of his kneesIf he hadn't got in the Army he'd probably be workin' right under Kabriskie now"A-a-ah," Polack said
    And Brown was dejectedHe did not know why, but the oppression of the air, the resistance of the current, had exhausted him alreadyHe felt an unreasonable catch of fear"Boy, I hate these goddam packs," he said

    The river was mounting a series of minor cascadesComing around a turn the men were almost spilled by the force of the current over a rapidsThe water was shockingly cold, and the men scrambled for the bank and held onto the wall of foliage that grew to the river's edge"C'mon, let's keep goin'," Croft shoutedThe bank was almost five feet high, which made it difficult to advanceThe men moved along with their bodies parallel to the wet clay walls of the bank, their eyes on a level with the jungle floorThey extended their arms, caught a root, and pulled themselves toward it, their chests scraping against the bank, their feet drudging through the waterTheir hands and faces became scratched, their fatigue uniforms covered with mudFor perhaps ten minutes they progressed in this way
    The river leveled again, and they advanced in file a few feet from the bank, toiling slowly through the river mudAt times aware of the intricate liquid rustlings of the brush, the screams of the birds and animals, the murmuring of the river, they were usually conscious only of their own parched sobsThey were becoming very tiredThe weaker men in the platoon had lost the first sensitive control of their limbs and wavered in the current or floundered in one place for many seconds at a time, buckling to their knees from the weight of their packs
    They came to another rapids which was too rocky, too swift, to be crossed on footCroft and Hearn discussed it for a minute, and then Croft clambered up the bank with Brown, hacked his way a few feet into the brush, and cut some thick vines which he tied together with large square knotsHe started to tie one end about his waist"I'm gonna take it across, Lootenant," he said
    Hearn shook his he
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    4:22 pm
    @@@@@ "Are you having a good time?" Rhett asked
    @@@@@
    "Are you having a good time?" Rhett asked her much later"My, yes!
    It really is the best ball of the Season She meant it, the evening
    had been everything a ball should be, filled with music and laughter
    and happiness on all sidesShe'd been less than pleased when she
    was
    given her dance card, even though it was presented with a bouquet of
    gardenias framed in silver-lace paperThe Governors of the Society,
    it seemed, filled in the names on all the ladies' cards in advance
    But then she saw that the regimentation was masterfully
    orchestrated
    She was partnered by men she knew, men she had never met before,
    old
    men, young men, long-time Charlestonians, visiting guests,
    Charlestonians who lived in many other places but always came home
    for
    the Saint CeciliaSo that every dance held the tantalizing potential
    of surprise and the assurance of change
    Middleton Courtney's name wasn't on her cardShe had nothing to
    think
    about except the pleasure of being in the exquisite room dancing to
    the
    beautiful musicIt was the same for everyoneScarlett giggled when
    she saw her aunts dancing every dance; even Eulalie's usually
    sorrowful
    face was alight with pleasureThere were no wallflowers hereAnd
    no
    awkwardnessesThe terribly young debutantes in their fresh white
    gowns were paired with men skillful at both dancing and conversation
    She saw Rhett with at least three of them, but never with Anne
    Hampton
    Scarlett wondered briefly how much the wise old Governors knewAnd it made her laugh to see the
    EllintonsHannah was obviously feeling like the belle of the Ball
    She must be dancing with the biggest flatterers in Charleston, Scarlett
    thought maliciouslyNo, she decided, Townsend looked like he was
    having an even better time than his wifeSomebody sure must be
    sweet
    talking himThey'd certainly never forget this nightFor that
    matter, neither would sheThe sixteenth dance was coming up soo
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    4:22 pm
    @@@@@“You know something? You’re not really a
    @@@@@“You know something? You’re not really a very
    pleasant fellow, are you?”
    “My sister puts up with me, which more than offsets your opinionWhy is she relieved—as a
    wife and mother, I think you said?”
    Again Holland paused, not in irritation now, but searching for the words“A disagreeable
    incident took place, one none of us could predict or even contemplate
    “Oh, I hear those famous fucking words from the American establishment!” roared St
    “What did you miss this time? A truckload of Umissiles to the Ayatollah’s agents in Paris?
    What happened?”
    For a third time, Peter Holland employed a moment of silence, although his heavy breathing was
    audible“You know, young man, I could easily hang up the phone and dismiss your existence,
    which would be quite beneficial for my blood pressure
    “Look, honcho, that’s my sister out there, and a guy she’s married to who I think is pretty
    terrificFive years ago, you bastards—I repeat, you bastards—damn near killed them both over in
    Hong Kong and points eastI don’t know all the facts because they’re too decent or too dumb to
    talk about them, but I know enough to know I wouldn’t trust you with a waiter’s payroll in the
    islands!”
    “Fair enough,” said Holland, subdued“Not that it matters, but I wasn’t here thenIt’s your subterranean systemYou would have done the same thing
    “Knowing the circumstances, I might haveSo might you, if you knew themBut that doesn’t
    matter, either
    “And now is now,” broke in St“What happened in Paris, this ‘disagreeable incident’?”
    “According to Conklin, there was an ambush at a private airfield in Pontcarré
    Your brother-in-law wasn’t hurt and neither was AlexThat’s all I can tell you
    “It’s all I want to hear
    “I spoke to Marie a little while agoShe’s in Marseilles and will be here late tomorrow morning
    I’ll meet her myself and we’ll be driven out to Chesapeake
    “What about David?”
    “Who?”
    “My brother-in-law?”
    “Oh
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    4:26 pm
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    "Yes, I-"
    "Well, Illy and Lin both, but when I talked to
    Ilse, I turned the conversation toward Tom and I
    could tell right away that she doesn't know
    anything about what went on between the two of us
    I was wrong about that, tooAnd showed a very
    unpleasant side of myself while I was at it
    561
    I realized, with alarm, that she was crying
    "I've shown chanel earrings logo several unlovely sides of myself, to
    several people, since you left me
    I didn't leave you! I almost shoutedClose enough to make sweat pop out on my
    foreheadI didn't leave you, you asked for a
    divorce, you witting quench!
    What I said was "Pam, that's enough
    "But it was so hard to believe, even after you
    called and told me those other thingsYou prada logo know,
    about my new TV
    I started to ask who Puffball was, then remembered
    the cat
    "I'm doing better, thoughI've started going to
    church againCan you believe that? And a
    therapistI see her once a week She paused,
    then rushed onShe says a person
    can't close the door on the past, she can only
    make amends and go onI understood that, but I
    didn't know how to start chloe white making amends to you,
    Eddie
    "Pam, you don't owe me any-"
    562
    "My therapist says it isn't about what you think,
    it's about what I think That sounded a lot like the old Pam, so
    maybe she'd found the right therapist
    "And then your friend Wireman called and told me
    you needed helpand he sent me those pictures
    I can't wait to see the actual thingsI mean, gucci backpacks I
    knew you had some talent, because you used to draw
    those little books for Lin when she was so sick
    that year-"
    "I did?" I remembered Melinda's sick year; she'd
    had one infection after another, culminating in a
    massive bout of diarrhea, probably brought on by
    too many antibiotics, that had landed her in the
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
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    Money is one form of powerBut what is more powerful is financial educationMoney comes and goes, but if you have the education about how money works, you gain power over it and can begin building wealthThe reason positive thinking alone does not work is because most people went to school and never learned how money works, so they spend their lives working for money
    Because I was only 9 years old when I started, the lessons my rich dad taught me were simpleAnd when it was all said chanel logo earrings and done, there were only six main lessons, repeated over 30 yearsThis book is about those six lessons, put as simply as possible as my rich dad put forth those lessons to meThe lessons are not meant to be answers but guidepostsGuideposts that will assist you and your children to grow wealthier no matter what happens in a world of increasing change and uncertainty

    Lesson #1 The Rich Don't Work for Money
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    CHAPTER TWO
    Lesson One: The Rich Don't Work For Money

    "Dad, Can You Tell Me How to Get Rich?"
    My dad put down the evening paper"Why do you want to get rich, son?"
    "Because today Jimmy's mom drove up in their new Cadillac, and they were going to their beach house for the weekendHe took three of his friends, but Mike and I weren't birkin hermes invitedThey told us we weren't invited because we were `poor kids'
    "They did?" my dad asked incredulously I replied in a hurt tone
    My dad silently shook his head, pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose and went back to reading the paperI stood waiting for an answerBy some twist of fate, I attended the same public school where the rich people sent their kidsWe were primarily a sugar plantation townThe managers of the plantation and the other affluent people of the town, such tiffany price as doctors, business owners, and bankers, sent their children to this school, grades 1 to 6After grade 6, their children were generally sent off to private schoolsBecause my family lived on one side of the street, I went to this schoolHad I lived on the other side of the street, I would have gone to a different school, with kids from families more like mineAfter grade 6,these kids and I would go on to the public intermediate and high schoolThere was no private school for them or vintage omega watches for
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    4:30 pm
    @@@@@Always, despite his injunctions, he must
    @@@@@Always, despite his injunctions, he must ask, are you warm? Her smile is so noncommittal; he is vaguely angered
    A little, she will say
    He slows himself, rests his head on her shoulder, relaxing, breathing deeply
    How are you now? Are you close, Natalie?
    Her smile againDon't worry about me
    He glides through the passage of several neutral minutes, his mind far away, imagining another childThey had the last one after discussing it and agreeing that they wanted a baby, but now he cannot afford another one, and he is wondering if her diaphragm has been set properlyHe thinks he can feel it, which worries himAbruptly, he is conscious of the pressure in his loins, the perspiration on his back, and he halts roughly, relaxing again
    How close are you?
    Don't worry about me, Joey
    He is angry suddenlyTell me, how close are you?
    Oh, darling, I won't be able to tonight, it's not important, go ahead, don't mind me, it's not important
    The bickering offends both of them, makes them coldHe dreads his tasteless isolated throe, knows suddenly that he cannot do it, cannot lie afterwards on his bed depressed with failureAnd he leaves her on the bed, and walks over to the window, staring at the drab parchment of the shadeHe is trembling, partially from cold
    She comes up beside him, nuzzling her body against his to warm himThe caress is tentative, uncertain, and it offends himHe feels her maternalnessGo away, I don't want aa mother, he blurts, feeling doubt and then dread at the awfulness of what he has said
    Her mouth forms in the blank smile, wrinkles suddenly into weepingShe cries on the bed like a little girlHe realizes abruptly after two and a half years of marriage that when she forms that smile she is close to hysteria and terror and perhaps even loathingThe knowledge freezes in his ch
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    4:22 pm
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    closed around the shifting solidity of the rain-hardened sandAnd she began to cry in gasping sobsRhett put one arm
    under her shoulders and lifted her into the protection of his bent
    crouching bodyWith his free hand he touched her hair, her cheeks,
    mouth, chinI thought I'd lost youI thought
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    I thought- Oh, Scarlett, you're aliveDon't cry, my dearest, it's all
    overEverything-" He kissed her
    forehead, her throat, her cheeksScarlett's pale skin warmed with
    color, and she turned her head to meet his kissed with her ownAnd
    there was no cold, no rain, no weakness-only the burning of Rhett's
    lips on her lips, on her body, the heat of his tiffany cross handsAnd the power she
    felt under her fingers when she gripped his shouldersAnd the
    pounding
    of her heart in her throat against his lips, the strong beat of his shirt
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    this is the dark swirling that draws me in and closes out oyster rolex the world and
    makes me alive, so alive, and free and spinning up to the heart of the
    sun"Yes!" she shouted again and again, meeting Rhett's passion
    with
    her own, her demands the same as hisUntil in the swirling, spiraling
    rapture there were no longer words or thoughts, only a union beyond
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    doubt what I knew
    Scarlett's swollen lips curved in a lazy surfeited smile, and she
    slowly opened her eyesRhett was sitting beside herHis arms were
    wrapped across hisknees, his face hidden in the hollow they made
    Scarlett stretched luxuriantlyFor the first time she felt the
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    4:22 pm
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    or buying clothes, or fillin’ the tank of your car, requesting a specific gasoline leaded or unleaded
    and the degrees of octane—all of which we don’t know a thing about hereThen, of course, there
    are the more dramatic events often unscheduled so as to test the candidates’ reactionsSay, an
    automobile accident necessitating conversations with ‘American’ police and the resulting insurance
    forms that must be filled out—you can give yourself away if you appear too ignorant
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    “What else?”
    “So many inconsequential things that a person might not consider significant, but they can be
    Say, being mugged in a city street at night—what should you do, what shouldn’t you do?
    Remember, many of our candidates, and all of the younger ones, are trained in self-defense, but
    depending upon the circumstances, it may not be advisable to use those skillsQuestions of
    background could be raisedDiscretion, always discretionFor me, as an experienced part-time
    tak govorya, of course, I’ve always preferred the more imaginative situations which we are
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    “What does that mean?”
    “Learn always, but never appear to be learningFor example, a favorite of mine is to approach
    several candidates, say, at a bar in some ‘location’ near a military testing groundI pretend to be a
    disgruntled government worker or perhaps an inebriated defense contractor—obviously someone
    with access to information—and start ladlin’ out classified material of recognized value
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    “Listen carefully and be prepared to write down every salient fact, all the while feigning total
    lack of interest and offering such remarks as”—here the Novgorod graduate’s Southern dialect
    became so rough-mountain South that the magnolias were replaced by sour mash—“ ‘Who gives a
    barrel a’ hogshit ’bout that stuff?’ and ‘They got any of them whoors over there lak people say they
    got?’ or ‘Don’t understand a fuckin’ word you’re talkin’ about, asshole—all Ah knows is that
    you’re borin’ the holy be-Jesus outta me!’
    “Then what?”
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    “What about passing along the information? Are there training procedures for that?”
    Jason’s Soviet instructor had stared at him in silence for several moments from the adjacent seat
    in the small plane“I’m sorry you had to ask the question,” he said slowly“I’ll have to report it
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    412
    “I didn’t have to ask it, I was simply curious
    “Do you trust Krupkin?”
    “Of course I doHe’s brilliant, a multilingual phenomenonA true hero of the Komitet
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    4:32 pm
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    That was the last time we spoke, and neither of us
    knewWe never know, do we? At least we ended by
    exchanging our loveIt's not much,
    but it's somethingI tell
    myself that on the long nights when I can't sleep
    Others have it worse
    ix
    I slumped down across from Wireman and propped gold gucci my
    head on my hand"I'm sweating like a pig
    "Busting Miss Eastlake's sink might've had
    something to do with that
    "I'm sor-"
    "Say it again and I'll smack you," he saidIt's not every man who gets to save his
    daughter's lifeBelieve me when I say that I envy
    youDo you want a gucci g watch beer?"
    "I'd throw it up all over the tableGot milk?"
    901
    He checked the fridge"No milk, but we are go for
    Half-n-Half
    "Give me a shot of that
    "You're a sick, sick puppydick, Edgar But he
    gave me a shot of Half-n-Half in a juice glass,
    and I tossed it offThen we went back rolex ladies watches upstairs,
    moving slowly, clutching our stubby silver-tipped
    arrows like aging jungle warriors
    I went back into the guest bedroom, lay down, and
    once more gazed up at the ceilingMy hand hurt,
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    The table is leaking, I thought
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    And something else - Elizabeth had said something
    else, as wellBefore I could remember what it was,
    I remembered something much more important: Ilse
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    4:27 pm
    @@@@@There was no resisting so much apparent
    @@@@@There was no resisting so much
    apparent affectionHer disposition was peculiarly calculated to value
    a fond treatment, and from having hitherto known so little of it, she
    was the more overcome by Miss Crawford’sBesides, there was gratitude
    towards her, for having made their tete-a-tete so much less painful
    than her fears had predicted
    It was over, and she had escaped without reproaches and without
    detectionHer secret was still her own; and while that was the case,
    317
    Jane Austen
    she thought she could resign herself to almost everything
    In the evening there was another partingHenry Crawford came
    and sat some time with them; and her spirits not being previously
    in the strongest state, her heart was softened for a while towards
    him, because he really seemed to feelQuite unlike his usual self, he
    scarcely said anythingHe was evidently oppressed, and Fanny must
    grieve for him, though hoping she might never see him again till he
    were the husband of some other woman
    When it came to the moment of parting, he would take her hand,
    he would not be denied it; he said nothing, however, or nothing
    that she heard, and when he had left the room, she was better pleased
    that such a token of friendship had passed
    On the morrow the Crawfords were gone
    318
    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER XXXVII
    MRCRAWFORD GONE, Sir Thomas’s next object was that he should
    be missed; and he entertained great hope that his niece would find
    a blank in the loss of those attentions which at the time she had felt,
    or fancied, an evilShe had tasted of consequence in its most flattering
    form; and he did hope that the loss of it, the sinking again into
    nothing, would awaken very wholesome regrets in her mindHe
    watched her with this idea; but he could hardly tell with what success
    He hardly knew whether there were any difference in her spirits
    or notShe was always so gentle and retiring that her emotions
    were beyond his discriminationHe did not understand her: he felt
    that he did not; and therefore applied to Edmund to tell him how
    she stood affected on the present occasion, and whether she were
    more or less happy than she had been
    Edmund did not discern any symptoms of regret, and thought his
    father a little unreasonable in supposing the first three or four days
    could produce any
    What chiefly surprised Edmund was, that Crawford’s sister, the
    friend and companion who had been so much to her, should not be
    more visibly regrettedHe wondered that Fanny spoke so seldom of
    her, and had so little voluntarily to say of her concern at this separation
    Alas! it was this sister, this friend and companion, who was now
    the chief bane of Fanny’s comfortIf she could have believed Mary’s
    future fate as unconnected with Mansfield as she was determined
    the brother’s should be, if she could have hoped her return thither
    to be as distant as she was much inclined to think his, she would
    have been light of heart indeed; but the more she recollected and
    observed, the more deeply was she convinced that everything was
    now in a fairer train for Miss Crawford’s marrying Edmund than it
    319
    Jane Austen
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
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    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    236
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